Can I rewind time?

Family crisis? On the verge of a separation. How scary this can be. A small spark can lead to such a massive fire. Too much of my tears rolled down my cheeks and I came to a point that, these tears have became worthless.

Adults have their own way of handling their problems. Thing is, the solution will be? Will my parents be separated? I don't know. That argument has led my dad to rather stay overnight at his office than coming back home.

Before my parents can settle this problem, my dad has to fly over to Vietnam this weekend to continue his unfinished overseas tasks. I'm really unsure what may happen. The intensity is too overwhelming. I really do not know what will happen to my family. I can't bear to imagine anything now. This time it seems more serious compared to previous quarrels and arguments.

This word 'separation' really scares me.

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