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今天四月七日：心里的那一种难以形容的感觉又产生了。 感觉十分奇怪，好像大家都在针对我似的。可能是我自己太敏感了吧！

有时候，我会毫不犹豫地想说: “我不干了”。这种行为实在不能学习应该列入幼稚区。嘿嘿！这几个月来的辛苦是否值不值得？我在此真的希望比赛过后所有的不愉快的事情都会好转起来。

晚安！祝大家幸福平安。

English translation:

I had that peculiar feeling again on 7th April 2009. A feeling that was indescribable. It feels as if the whole world was against me. Well, maybe I was just being over sensitive over trivia matters.

At times of trouble, I would not hesitate to just throw in the towel and say "I quit". These thoughts and actions should be categorised under the childish category. (Giggles) Question to self, "Are these few months of hard work worthwhile?" I truly hope things will change for the better after the upcoming competition.

Goodnight! God bless.